Mind over matters

No point running away , you'll still have to face it one day .

didn't want to be alone , so went out until early in th morning or didn't go home

went drinking last few nights w Colleen and Justina

just to stop myself from thinking and to cool myself down

yesterday went school as usual

after school went NEA w Justina first then bus-ed home to changed

then went meet Justina again and mrt-ed to Bugis

after awhile meet Colleen then went shop around

until 9plus mrt-ed back Hougang

went Colleen's house first then had mac for supper

after that went home changed and celebrated Godmum's birthday

then until 1plus went to meet Colleen and slept at her house

today actually going Tampines but didn't because of work

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woke up and went down for breakfast/lunch

until 2plus went back home continued to sleep

after that prepared for work

time fly fast today , after work meet Colleen first

bought some things then cab-ed to meet Justina

drank some and ordered mac delivery

slack until 2plus police came plus Justina's dad

after eating Colleen and me walked home

on th way stop at void deck feel asleep and didn't feel like walking after waking up

but no choice , have to

reached home but kena locked outside until 5plus in th morning

-.-

对不起，我爱你。

We barely talked anymore and it hurts to see this day by day . I felt everything was broken , but i guess you thought it'd be okay . Sorry i couldn't hold on any longer . Believe me , i wanted to but it's hard to hold on to something that felt already through . I don't want to tell you and i don't wish to let you know that my love for you can't seems to let go . I just wanna be with you but I know i shouldn't , because i know that i can never love you the way you deserve to be loved . Now , i just want all of this hurt and pain to leave . How i wish i didn't love you , how i wish i didn't care . But it doesn't really matter now , either way i'll still get hurt in the end .

Behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.

this month keep going out at night w Colleen and some people

only will reach home after midnight and doing things most people should not know

interesting and funny night life we're having

haha ! ;D

later going meet Colleen at Hougang Mall (?)

until at night maybe going AhLee's house over night

so maybe not going school tomorrow

Hated that i love you so much.

today went school as usual, totally not in th mood for school

had chinese common test, preparing to fail already

after school bus-ed to Hougang Mall w schoolmates

until 2plus went POSB w Justina then walked home

reached home awhile only Colleen called

faster went prepare first and waited for her and GuoWei come my house

until 5plus then they went back home change shoe first

after that meet them and Shawn then mrt-ed to Compass

meet Justina and her friend, Wendy

they went work while i went to take and try clothes for tomorrow

then bus-ed home later going meet Colleen again

You never fail to give empty promises.

yesterday went Hougang Point and Hougang Mall w Warunee

until 7plus mrt-ed to meet Fiona and th rest

reached there, waited for AhLee and Shermin first

then went walked around, watched fireworks and slack

until 10plus Colleen came so went meet her and GuoWei first

then Shermin and i cab-ed here and there and then my house

while Colleen and Warunee bus-ed home

Shermin stay over at my house

today stayed at home w Shermin watched some horror shows

and meet Philip downstair

until 6plus wanted to prepare but dragged until 7plus then prepare

as we were trying on clothes for her to wear

she made me can't stop laughing sia

prpeared and waited for Colleen to come then went down

waited for ShiKai (not sure how spell) to fetch Shermin to work

after that Colleen and i walked to ave8 to cut hair

waited for don't know how long then finally our turn to cut sia

after that cab-ed to Bugis meet GuoWei even though i'm so freaking tired

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