Sunday, November 30, 2008
 ytd went out about 12+ pm we took bus to white sand actually wan go down town east derhx but raining so we go white sand first then take mrt to bugis go there bought 2 dress onli after buying going bak to hougang lerr i saw my cousin & her bf when i saw her i juz walk away hehes reached hougang Eloys cum my hse try some cothes then we go out again slack at void deck for awhile we go to yishun derhx plyground reached plyground we sit on the slide doing nth but toking onli then a auntie brought her granddaughter to ply the slide the baby crawl up the silde then start to crawl here crawl there she crawl tothe pole there sit there look look the sound she make so cute sia but dun noe why she kip wan lick the pole after the auntie bring her bak we tok about baby lerr worx XD babies cute but hard to take care derhx lorx we stay there until 9+ pm then go home todae going bak again! Saturday, November 29, 2008 last nite go out running wid a fren actually Eloys cuming derhx but in the end she sae she cant cum out so onli mi & him running tgt we run 1 & half round i almost die then the other half we walk derhx 1 round so big round sia we oso got walk 1 round at my sch go bak home almost my whole body pain sia! bath lerr call Eloys chat until 11+ bahx cos my hp no battery lerr lazy to charge so hab to hang up todae going out!!! so mayb tonite cant run Friday, November 28, 2008 ytd chat on phone until 2+ am after hang up awhile more then slp then 5+ keep waking up onli can slp peacefully for 2-3 hrs so sian lorx i realli wish i can slp forever & dun wake up when will tis wish cum true??? until 9+ Eloys call again she tell me where she at now wid her mum then wan meet at there ltr then go bugis buy shoes & mayb clothes again but i no wan go so far so ask her cum bak hougang meet hehes she dun noe how cum bak to hougang i think of a way she can go take mrt at the same time i on phone wid her to teach her hahas i wonder will she get lost worx 13 going 14 nxt yr lerr still dun noe how cum bak herself haix tonite i think going out to run again Thursday, November 27, 2008 i trusted you and you lied you told me the reason for lying so i forgave you becos of tat stupid reason thinking tat you wont lie again but i was wrong! you lied again and you gave the same stupid reason for goodness sake, can you use a better reason and not use the same reason?!? you sae i'm not trusting you now can you juz think?!? if i lied to you more then 3 things continuously would you still believe me?!? i'm sure you wont! WAD DO YOU TAKE MY TRUST AS?!?! dun expect me to be so forgiving! Wednesday, November 26, 2008 haix in the morning at home nth to do on laptop use until afternoon eloys online then we chat sae tonite wan go run at park like last nite then ask me go her hse first so now at her hse blogging ltr going to run lerr tonite no matter wad i'm going to run at least 5 rounds hehes Tuesday, November 25, 2008 QUIZ! 1.How old will you turn in 2009? - 14. 2.Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships? - Love one person. 3.Would you date someone 8 years older than you? - Nope... Too old lerr. 4.When was the last time you laughed? - Late nite? 5.What were you doing at 4am this morning? - In my dreamland. 6.Whats your relationship with the person you last texted? - Hmm... My ex. 7.What did you do today? - Chatting. 8.Who do you really want to see right now? - Gan mummy. 9.Will your next kiss be a mistake? - How i noe? 10.Who's your last missed call? - Gan mummy. 11.What's something you really want right now? - Dun noe. 12.What was your first thought when you woke up this morning? - Wad i'm going do? 13.Would you go back in time if you had the chance? - Mayb yes? 14.What is something you need to go shopping for? - Clothes. Bags. Shoe. 15.Do you want kids? - Dun noe. 16.Are you in love with anyone? - Hmm... No? 17.Hows your heart lately? - Heathly. I think. 18.When was the last time you slept on the floor? - Last few weeks. 19.Is your phone close to you? - It's beside me. 20.What is bothering you right now? - Not sure. 21.What does your last received text message says? - So tomorrow u going rite!! 22.Where are you right now? - In my mum's room. 23.Are you listening to music right now? - Yup. 24.Do you like country music? - Nope. 25.Do you wet the toothbrush before the toothpaste? - Yes. 26.How is your hair styled right now? - Messy? 27.Do you like your first name? - No? 28.Last thing you drank? - Plain water. 29.Do you sing obnoxiously in the car? - No!!! =.= 30.What did you do 15 minutes ago? - Watching videos & chatting. 31.Do you think you are a good person? - Hmm... No? 32.The first contact in your hp? - Amalina 33.The sweetest person in your life? - My ex? 34.The closest male to you now? - Not sure. 35.The person you're chatting with now? - Zhi an. 36.The languages you are able to speak? - Chinese & English. 37.The last person whom you screwed? - No one? 38.One word about your life now? - Boring. 39.Where do you wish to work? - Dun feel like working now. 40.What are you specially good at? - Chatting. 41.Would you date someone younger then you? - Nope!!! 42.Who are you to yourself? - Nobody. 43.Do you forgive people easily? - Depends. 44.Which girl is precious to you now? - Gan mummy. 45.Your dressing style? - Shorts & t-shirt. 46.How different are you from other girls? - Not so girly. hahas 47.The bad point in yourself? - Alot alot... 48.The last contact in your hp? - Zi Quan 49.Your favourite song? - Countless... 50.The two hated contacts in your hp? - No one. 51.Learn one language in 10 days? - Japan? 52.One gorgeous girl you came across? - Nobody??? 53.Whose your biggest enemy? - Dun noe 54.Which gang do you support? - O.o none 55.What do you think about gangsters? - Bad? 56.Proper age to join gang? - 1oo... lolx! 57.Do you have a blogspot? - Of cos!!! =.= 58.Do you like people who smoke? - okok 59.Whose approval do you usually seek first? - Mum. 60What do you wish to be in future? - Living in a problem-free life... Monday, November 24, 2008 i tot todae cant use laptop again cos no password but i called mum juz now ask her realli dun noe the password arhx then she ask me try a password that she found in her mail so i quickly on my laptop try the password hahas the password was the rite one! from now onwards i can use laptop lerr yeah!!! XP Sunday, November 23, 2008 my hse derhx internet connection got sth wrong so last 2 daes no post or online actually cant sae connection problem is nid password but i forgot lerr dun noe why nid password sia T_T Thursday, November 20, 2008 from that nite mum scolded me about the phone bill we nvr tok to each other totally for 2 daes lerr all becos god mum lahx mum scolding me she there busy helping me helping me by making the fire in mum bigger! i hate her lorx the first person i hate in the world is her! she scold me more than my real mum does wad she think she is?!? onli my god mum can scold me more than mum Wednesday, November 19, 2008  the rules & map!!!ytd 10+ am wake up still veri tried dun noe why on laptop use until 11 am Eloys called she ask when can go out, done preparing lerr she called at time i hab not even bath yet then i faster rush to prepare but when she reached i still putting on make up =.= after done preparing we use laptop view some handsome ppl from other country derhx hehes... they so handsome sia!!! XP after tat we went hougang mall to bring contact lens then go toliet to put on the contact lens i think we used about 30 mins to put on bahx long rite?!? should be 5 to 10 mins can lerr we walk around hougang mall cos nth to do then took bus to tat chalet reached there oso got nth to do derhx meet frenz then there's some shop so we walk in and look look i bought somethings worx =P then 3+pm went to meet other frenz wah!!! all bois sia... T_T we all waited outside until 4+ pm cos the card not wid us cant go in go in lerr ply card games & watch tv & take photo at nite then go BBQ i did not eat anything sia dun noe why go there dun wanna eat waited until 10+ pm then take bus home reached home so tried lerr then my mum start scolding lerr lorx not scold so late reach home but scold phone bill sia i dun believe i use until $600+ lorx she show me the bill when i saw it i was shock how can i use until $600+ sia?!? i CANT live without my hp & my line!!! then i tot she going take away my hp & cancel the line but no lehx she sae if i cant pay myself then cancel the line lucky i nvr spent all my $$ worx can pay myself but still there's some i borrow from my grandma but my mum dun noe =P hehes... Tuesday, November 18, 2008 QUIZ 1. Do you like to talk a lot? - Sometimes :D 2. Do you love anyone now? - Yup 3. Do you hate being scolded in public? - Yes!!! 4. Do you hate school? - Depends? 5. Do you hate yourself? - Yeah -.- 6. Do you find yourself cute? - Of cos nope =.= 7. Do you feel like having a gf / bf right now? - Dun noe 8. Do you smoke or drink? - Yes 9. Do you like your teachers? - Some? 10. Do you take drugs? - No 11. Do you like going to the movies? - Onli wid the person i love 13. Do you prefer calling? Or SMS? - Both :D 14. Do you eat every morning? - Sometimes 15. Do you go online everyday? - Yups 16. Do you want to cry now? - No? Yes? 17. What are you doing now? - Blogging? 18. What are you thinking of now? - Dying? lolx!!! Monday, November 17, 2008 hmmm... tmr going out again lerr but not like last time go out shopping this time we going chalet actually i no wan go derhx but got one fren tell me about my ex he sae my ex change alot i wan to see how much my ex change so i decided to go hehes XP mayb we are patching bak like last time break then patch break then patch alot of times lerr Sunday, November 16, 2008 I never knew i could hurt like this And everydae life goes on I wish icould talk to you for awhile I wish i could find a way try not to cry As time goes by Saturday, November 15, 2008 i guess if we still go on like this i would choose to forget you lerr no point keep thinking about you and make my life miserable juz becos of you!!! Friday, November 14, 2008 todae going out again lerr but we dun noe wan go where lehx singapore so small so few places to go haix Thursday, November 13, 2008 last nite i almost spent the whole nite thinking i was thinking some ppl sae i've changed alot but did i realli change alot?!? i admit that ive got change but onli change alittle bit in wad way i've changed alot?!? can someone tell me?!? i wanna noe wad things did i change that made some of u think i've changed alot tell me!!! i wanna noe!!! Wednesday, November 12, 2008 SERIOUSLY!!! i dun noe wad i'm thinking tis few daes i'm not sure wad i've done tis few daes i dun noe wad should i do or even sae tis few daes i'm even not myself tis few daes i dun noe why but i wan noe how could i noe?!? how then can i find bak myself?!? Tuesday, November 11, 2008 QUIZ :D Five Things That Scares You: 1. No handphone to sms/call 2. No money 3. Insects 4. Ghost 5. Cant see the person i love Five Things That You Love The Most: 1. Boyfriend 2. My girlfriends & gans 3. Handphone 4. Money $.$ 5. Shopping Five Important Things in Your Room: 1. My clothes 2. My bed 3. My fan 4. My tv 5. My blanket & pillow & bolster Five Random Facts About You Facts: 1. I love boyfriend most 2. I cant live w/o music 3. I muz sms or call everydae 4. I am money minded 5. I love my gan family Five Things You Plan To Do Before You Die: 1. Look at the person i love most 2. Make alot money 3. Spend all the money 4. Enjoy myself 5. Shop for all that i want Five Things You Can do: 1. Talk 2. Breathe 3. Laugh 4. Move 5. Sleep Five Things You Can't Do: 1. Tatto 2. Fly 3. Sleep for 24hrs 4. Save more money 5. Jump down building Five Things That You Say The Most: 1. Hahas 2. Wahahaha 3. Haix 4. Lol 5. Sianx Monday, November 10, 2008 yeah!!! finally i'm over him lerr i've been waiting for tis dae to come love him oso no use derhx loving him onli make my feeling hurt deeper to stop hurting myself i muz stop loving him first!!! and now i did it... i noe there's alot guy outside who are much better than him so i'll just wait for my mr right (: Sunday, November 9, 2008 Kaci Brown - Butterflies Don't Lie Oh... You walk by And my heart beats A thousand times at once It seems And every time You look at me I have to tell myself to breathe With just a smile you capture me And i start to melt Emotions then take over me Like i've never felt I could tell my heart each time It isn't love You're just some guy There's nothing there And what i feel Is in my head It isn't real But i can't deny Can't even try Cause i know inside Butterflies don't lie Is there a chance You could be mine If i let you see inside Or do you love somebody else Should i keep this to myself I could risk a broken heart By telling you the truth Or i could keep my secret safe And when i see you Ohh.. I could tell my heart each time It isn't love You're just some guy There's nothing there And what i feel Is in my head It isn't real But i can't deny Can't even try Cause i know inside Butterflies don't lie Once again There you are Anxiousness Nerrvous heart Butterflies fluttering Can only mean one thing I could tell my heart each time It isn't love You're just some guy There's nothing there And what i feel Is in my head It isn't real But i can't deny Can't even try Cause i know inside Butterflies don't lie Ohh, yeah, yeah Saturday, November 8, 2008 if you are asking, if i need you the answer is 4eva... if you are asking, if i'll leave you the answer is never... if you are asking, what i value the answer is you... if you are asking, if i love you the answer is i do... Friday, November 7, 2008 ytd reachd home i just sit down lerr cos i so tried & my leg very pain ytd walk too much lerr i oso bought 3 pieces of clothes which cos me over $40 sia todae my leg not pain lerr yeah!!! Thursday, November 6, 2008 todae so tried sia ytd chat on the phone until 4+ am then todae 9+ am wke up onli slp for about 4+ hrs ltr going out again lerr dun noe will still feel tried anot wish will not bahx Wednesday, November 5, 2008
tmr going out again!!! Tuesday, November 4, 2008 ytd nite Eloys called we chat until very long worx then i very late then slp when we chat we plan wad to do todae so gusse wad we going do??? we going dye hair after that go bugis buy clothes & go for hair extention then we going beach play... play... play... cos we very long no go there lerr until 10+ then go home that's our plan i think it's going be a long fun dae... Monday, November 3, 2008 放弃一个很爱你的人，并不痛苦。 Sunday, November 2, 2008 Take a knife & cut me up if you hate me you wont stop make me feel the pain within as you're slitting through my skin makes me weaker as i bleed for your mery make me plead hear me screaming in the dark as you leave your painfull mark blood is running down my face as my beauty you erase trying to cut though every vein on your shirt your leaving stains i wish you knew i didn't care if you hurt me everywhere you can slit my skin apart but you cant cut through my broken heart Saturday, November 1, 2008 i've always tried to be the daughter which you all want... i've always tried to get what you all expected... i noe i'm not that smart, not that good, not that wonderful no matter how hard i tried it's just nth than what for i waste my time?!? i'm just wasting my time i would really want you to read how i feel now but i know it's impossible i'm in pain do you know?!? you dun noe!!! do you care?!? you dun care!!! i'm so hurt do you know?!? you dun noe!!! do you care?!? you dun care!!! i've cried do you care?!? you dun care!!! you've seen me crying but you did nth & sae my tears are fake for goodness sake, do you ever think be4 you say? i dun undersatnd why no matter how hard i tried to be a good gal, to you all is nth you dun noe anything about me anymore ever since sec1 everything changed i'm not that gal you know anymore where's the warm home i used get?!? where's the family i use to be wid?!? slowly i'm sth which you all wanna scold just scold and slowly i became that depress which you all dun even noe i wonder should i even stay in this cold house??? parent are mine but it dun seems to be like my parents i know i'm useless |
 
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