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Friday, October 31, 2008
Sometimes, i wonder do you care when i say i love you... i miss you... all i can think of is you... i'm jealous when you meet your ex... i'm going to meet my ex... i'm going do sth bad... Sometimes, i wonder do you mean it when you say i love you... i miss you... i'm jealous when you go out wid other guys... i'm worried about you... if you dun care then let me tell you you are good at acting as if you care... and dun act as if you realli do care... if you dun mean those things you said then let me tell you you are good at saying out wid feelings that make me think you mean it... and dun say things that you dun realli mean it to me... your acting does not make me happy at all instead you are hurting me last time you dun noe you are hurting me now you noe lerr so stop it be4 i get hurt more deeply Thursday, October 30, 2008
upload some photo then edit some photo show you some of the photo i edited bahx Wednesday, October 29, 2008 i spent the whole dae at home todae so sian lorx nth to do derhx i was so free until i spent time thinking i hate thinking!!! waste my energy!!! todae think of alot alot things sia dun noe why suddenly so much things keep coming to my mind & make me think those things are sad some more!!! thinking of those things make me sad ): Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008 actually todae wan go meet Era but in the end sae tmr then meet so i spend the whole dae at home at home so sianx lorx the onli thing i did todae was slp & chatting on phone then at nite Sherling called me ask me go plyground ply actually no wan go derhx cos dun feel like walking hehes in the end i went go there oso boring derhx lorx stand or sit there doing nth??? haix... todae was boring dae for me ): mayb tmr will be having some fun hope tmr will be a fun dae heyy!!! holidae lerr... missing Brenda alot sia Sunday, October 26, 2008 last few daes korkor no call me i tot he no wan talk to me lerr but finally last nite he called i felt so relieve now i noe all i thought was not true derhx and one more thing ytd i could slp lerr, some more slp like pig sia i realized one thing that is if i no talk to him for one nite or one dae i cant get to slp... so i hope he will call me every nite haix but i noe it's impossible T.T to Marcus didi: i promised you that i will bring you out one dae then i will surely bring you out derhx it's not that i made empty promises to you it's just that i'm not free i will bring when i'm free kaays? Saturday, October 25, 2008 haix... ytd cant slp again!!! now so tired *YAWN* i'm tired but i cant get to slp dun noe why but i think it's becos of someone i think if he read this post maybe he will noe i referring to him how i wish he noe i wan hear his voice now wad i'm thinking now wad i did this morning (which i did not expect it to happen) was for him but i noe it's impossible that he will noe to teck sing: i had a great time wid you todae if i scared you this morning i'm sorrie cos suddenly a thought came to my mind it made me think so much & so sad until like that derhx i'm very very sorrie Friday, October 24, 2008 haix... this few daes cant slp feel so tired & wanna slp but i juz cant get to slp T.T all i can do was stare in space i wish i could slp tonite to Brenda: happy holidaes to u... i luv u... and i will miss u alot derhx... to Marcus didi: thax fer helping me... if u nid any help juz tell me i will try to help kaays? luv ya(: Thursday, October 23, 2008 morning we stay at our 1N1 class ltr going our nxt year class 2N1 lerr so todae was the last time we sit in that class and todae is oso the last dae of sch for tis year an announcement was made to tell us to go to our nxt year class 2N1 we went up to the lvl3 to our class after we seated in the class Mr Rizlan collect our report book & gif out some papers then we discuss how should we spent the $480 when discussing we start to get very noisy some of us wan get the money & spent it ourselves but Mr Rizlan sae cannot in the end we chose chalet plus BBQ but we cant stay overnite there & we cant bring any other frenz there i wonder how would it be like... to Brenda: sorrie todae in class scold bad words at you i dun noe why i scold the words juz come out of my mouth psps... Wednesday, October 22, 2008 in the morning go sch very boring sia assembly is all giving out prizes derhx then my class 1N1 got $480 for dun noe wad reason after that finally the teacher sae we going bak our class yeah!!! cos sitting on the ground make my leg cramp sia go bak class there's a man an old man standing in front inside when i went in i wonder why he standing here after we seated down he intro himself showing his family photo & telling us why was he here todae i'm realli listening to wad he was saying so dun noe wad he is here for his lesson start at 8am end at 12pm during his lesson he keep talking & wan us play the game he bought the game was damn lame lahx and my group nvr listen to his instruction so we dun noe how play then we nvr play =P finally his lesson end lerr going take our report book lerr when taking report book we oso noe our class for nxt year lerr Brenda, Fatiah, Justina & me going same class =) yeah!!! after sch lerr rushing home cos meeting my fren ltr then he was like going reaching soon when i juz walking out of sch so faster walk home then faster prepare hahas.. at last i'm in time when i done preparing he reach lerr hahas... happy meeting him(: Tuesday, October 21, 2008 todae i pon sch again in the morning online msn saw Brenda online then i was thinking OMG!!! Brenda pon sch todae!!! hahas she first time pon sch sia haix... now alone at home so sianz maybe ltr a new fren coming my hse accompany me hehes...happy sia... (: Monday, October 20, 2008   todae go HORT PARK with the whole sec1 in my sch dun noe go there for wad lorx when we reached there we walk & walk & walk then we was like walking a big round lahx go there nth to do derhx all we can do is walk onli go there so sianx derhx lorx regretted i go there sia haiz... Sunday, October 19, 2008   todae's mood very bad sia worst than ytd's mood i think it's becos something bad happened ytd midnite bahx even my mood is bad todae i still sound like as if everything is fine i'm faking a smile todae i never noe i can fake a smile that looks so real now i noe i'm good at faking a smile to Marcus didi: didi, i will love u 4ever without fail even if your other gans backstap u i wont do the same as them i promise u kaays? Saturday, October 18, 2008 i feel like i'm going fall sick soon at first headache second head dizzy i dun noe wad's the third one going to be mayb faint??? my mood todae change very fast worx can change from happy to sad to angry to sad to happy again aiya i dun noe how it change lahx todae's mood can change within 1min lehx dun noe why like that sia... to everyone: sorrie if get angry of you todae pardon me if i realli scold you cos of my stupid mood Friday, October 17, 2008 when i online ytd nite i saw an offline msg is from mummy eloys derhx after i read it i was shock!!! in that msg it sae " jasmine!! T_T i juz gt caned by my mum, mr lee called my mum tell her i'm going retain nxt year" i was shocked cos be4 the exams she tell me that she got study with one of her fren... so i tot she going past haix... but i'm wrong she failed fail until nid retain!!! todae when she online she tell me she's at her cousin hse cos her mum dun wan her lerr haix to mummy eloys: mummy dun sad or worry lahx even your mum dun wan u still gt me i will help u in your work derhx kaays? Thursday, October 16, 2008 Sweet words are easy to say Sweet things are easy to buy But sweet people are difficult to find Life ends when U stop dreaming Hope ends when U stop believing Love ends when U stop caring Friendship ends when U stop sharing . To love without condition To talk without intention To give without reason And to care without expectation Is the heart of a true relationship. Wednesday, October 15, 2008 i pon sch todae... wake up in the morning got nth to do so i online... not much ppl online chat with them awhile then nth to do again!!! start to stare in space lerr haix so sianx mayb ltr going out...(: Tuesday, October 14, 2008  our spec... middle finger... got back my History, D&T & Art i pass D&T & Art but fail my history i was right that i will fail my History i fail by 2marks lehx i think mayb i'm going NT next year cos of my marks & wad Mr Wee said in class todae haix i wish that wad Mr Wee said was not true & i'm not going NT next year ): Monday, October 13, 2008 went sch todae to get my result onli get back Maths, Eng, Geo, Science, Chinese & Literature... haven get back D&T, Art & History... so far i onli fail one that is Geo fail by 5marks worx lucky for me that i onli fail one cos be4 the exams i did not study... but i think i surely fail my History cos i always fail that... i wonder when will i pass my History haix Sunday, October 12, 2008 i had a dream ytd the dream was damn weird but quite funny... when i wake up first thing i do was laugh & wondering why i had that dream... the dream was too long to be type in the post hehes...so never tell u all wads the dream about psps...=P Saturday, October 11, 2008 every time when i online i will chat with Brenda derhx the things we chat about & the way we chat quite funny then ytd after she tell me that she going her aunt house stay by forced and cant online todae & tmr truly i was abit sad lehx i dun noe why i feel this way i am thinking mayb i miss her as a fren bahx so weird... =P then todae i online she did not online i feel so boring even my frenz are talking to me ): haix... i realli dun noe why i felt this way... to brenda: i think when u read this post in your heart will go ee derhx am i rite? but its true worx Friday, October 10, 2008 when i realized that you were not here i said to myself that's fine i dun want to noe how i dun want to noe when i dun even want to noe where all i want to noe is why why i miss you Thursday, October 9, 2008 yesterdae mi & my god mum celebrated mum's bdae after singing the bdae song, she make a wish, she blow the candles... then mum start to take the cream & apply on my face so i took some cream too & apply on her face hahas... we both look funny lorx :D when we washing our face she tell us that "the cream is a good it make our face more smooth, nxt time wan ur face to be smooth juz apply the cream" then we all laughed at her for saying that we oso took some photo with funny faces & with cream on our faces... ytd nite was fun... hahas Wednesday, October 8, 2008 juz now went to buy a cake for mum as her bdae is tmr... so planned to buy ice-cream cake but in the end did not buy ice-cream cake cos i did not bring enough $$ to but that cake which cost $65... so juz bought a normal cake which cost $15... hahas very cheap rite??? but aleast there's a cake for her bdae hehes... Tuesday, October 7, 2008 yeah!!! tmr is the last dae of exams after tmr i dun wan go sch anymore lerr haiz but two daes be4 the holidae nid go sch cos take report book & noe which class we going nxt year...): Monday, October 6, 2008 I HATE YOU three words eight letters I LOVE YOU three words eight letters same amount of words same amount of letters BUT two different meanings Sunday, October 5, 2008 haix my mum going bring her laptop out lerr so be4 she bring out i blog first... hehes todae stay at home no laptop use surely very sianx dun noe wad i'm going do ltr Saturday, October 4, 2008 yesterdae i spent the nite chatting on the phone with a new fren!!! after chatting with him hahas... seriously chatting with him was interesting i dun feel hanging up the call lehx but we have to hang up cos he have to wake up very early the next dae then todae i'm going to meet him!!! dun noe wad will happen later on when we meet hehes... i'm looking forward to meeting him.. =p Friday, October 3, 2008 todae after sch i feel very weird lehx becos of Brenda lahx she tell me about friendship thingy that "might" be happening soon friendship that's between Justina, Fatiah, me & herself especially Fatiah!!! truthfully after listening to wad she sae i agree with her... i agreed with her BUT i wish things will not turn out the way as she sae if it really turn out that way as Brenda sae i dun noe wad should i do for now i will try try to let us get closer each dae instead of further each dae Thursday, October 2, 2008 haix... todae no go sch stay at home until 11 then going meet Justina stay at home so sian nth to do derhx actually plan to wake up late derhx but in the end wake up at 7plus its all Justina fault!!! sms me so early after sms with her wan go back sleep but i cant sleep lerr then just lie in bed doing nth then now blogging liao lorx looking forward to get out of the hse hehes =P Wednesday, October 1, 2008 Truthfully I love him I love him more than he can ever think of But something altered We used to have so much fun together Yet, i'm losing him I'm losing my one & onli The one who said "I Love You" But never meant it Just like everyone else Hearts are being played around So i sit here My love Just thinking Thinkng how you wasted my time thinking of you.. |
 
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