Mind over matters

"If I’ve learned anything from life, it’s that sometimes, the darkest times can bring us to the brightest places. I’ve learned that the most toxic people can teach us the most important lessons; that our most painful struggles can grant us the most necessary growth; and that the most heartbreaking losses of friendship and love can make room for the most wonderful people. I’ve learned that what seems like a curse in the moment can actually be a blessing, and that what seems like the end of the road is actually just the discovery that we are meant to travel down a different path. I’ve learned that no matter how difficult things seem, there is always hope. And I’ve learned that no matter how powerless we feel or how horrible things seem, we can’t give up. We have to keep going. Even when it’s scary, even when all of our strength seems gone, we have to keep picking ourselves back up and moving forward, because whatever we’re battling in the moment, it will pass, and we will make it through. We’ve made it this far. We can make it through whatever comes next."
- nicotineaddixt

There comes a point when you're so used to getting hurt, you don't need to cry anymore. You feel like screaming but you just sit there in silence. You shut your eyes and just think. Sometimes you just shut down. I mean being broken can be exhausting. There comes a point when you realize tears can't change anything. You hide behind the words 'I'm fine', because you know you will never be able to explain exactly how broken you feel, how much pain you're in. Trying seems pointless. You just sit in silence alone. Because you know no matter how hard you try, you'll never be good enough for anyone, not even yourself.

There are times that I get upset because once again, I remember a past incident. Something that always triggers me to unveil those seemingly well kept emotions. Even everything has been said and done, and even gave an impression that certain chapter of my life has already ended. But no, it just wont end. Without any choice, I got to get used to bringing it everyday, to get on with life holding onto it. But the thought of this agony, caused me to be devastated. It’s like you just want to breathe out the burden, that heavy feeling on your chest but, it just won’t go. It just stays there.

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Designer : Chili.
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